Tuesday, November 27, 2007

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

我爱上了自由,被关在上班的笼子里感觉透不过气。

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

突然坏念起那一杯茶。那些笑声,那一段时间。。。现在午餐却一个人在office啃蒜烤面包。。。昨
晚还活着,今天又被情绪埋葬了!因为我跑了很久还看不到终点。一路跑一路回头想抓住一些回亿的碎片。。。

Monday, August 13, 2007

野花搬走了,心里难过了一阵子。。。虽然心里从一开始就选择了这个结局。
还要面对乱七八糟的工作压力和已经失去平衡的生活,整个人已经到了精神紧绷的阶段,身体也抗义了。
向公司申请了一个很长很长的假期,“它” 在前面,“它” 是我能撑下去的理由。
这几天才象个活人。。。

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

在我家的花蒲里突然间长多了一种花, 我还鼓起勇气对家里的花说我喜欢这朵花,我还没舍得把它当杂草的拔掉。我喜欢那种“突然”, 就因为我的任性,家里的花就得面临营氧不足的危机!很感谢它对我的谅解,容忍及耐心。

Sunday, April 29, 2007

曾说过,蚂蚁被困在糖浆里变粘稠的故事。救呼人员来了,蚂蚁获救了。。。回到干净的窝,蚂蚁却想念粘稠的感觉。

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

身体累了,眼皮在很努力的往上爬,手脚乏力,感觉身体很虚弱。病菌在侵噬我精神。一个星期了,跟本就是提着皮囊上班。

Thursday, March 22, 2007

隐瞒

大家都爱隐瞒事情,到了时机成熟时才斗出来。对这样做没错!只是,不能分担与参与朋友问题, 觉得不好受!
近来觉悟了, 一直根琛地固的信念,一直认为 是 “对” 的做人方针及态度,原来都是一些多馀及无聊的烂道理。庆幸,发现到了!

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

妒嫉

她是冲着我而来的,我确定!以前我一直怀疑是自己变态,独占欲强,我不理,我要说:变态,干嘛跟得我那麽紧!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

无言

开着MSN, 看着在线上的朋友竟然一粒字也写不出。友谊列车翻了!是我出了问题,

Tuesday, January 2, 2007

2007 new year eve

刚过了2006,心里没有太多的感触,new year eve 我们去了Up Town, 车里只乘我们三个还会为这个日子喝 Beer, 我们还看到烟花。
10:45pm 我们还没去确定要去那里,还有少少不愉快的插曲发生。。。。最后我们还是过了个很enjoy 又特别的晚上。

今天心里有些变化,像抓着甚麽东西, 像某些思绪在活跃着,但我还不能整理出头绪来。看来unconscious比conscious跑得更快了。